it was better when we were kids. oh such a cliché. but why?
i think it was easier to express displeasure. now, when someone close lets us down, we think a lot about it and then end up with the disgust dissolved inside our hearts. we don’t tell them, “not talking to you.” or “i am angry with you.” – we think it’s the mature thing to let go..
but do we really ever let go? does it really make sense to “let go..”..or is it better to confront.
i don’t know. i don’t confront. maybe because i fear what they will say would hurt me even more. so i keep it hidden inside me and when i meet these people, they have no clue about the hurt inside, because well i am laughing at their jokes that are not even funny.
why do i do that?